Have been quite attentive in school *self-praise* Going back to track and field this coming tuesday for training, skipped 1 week of training already. Need to start training for POLY50.
I can feel my own body is going Hay-wired, like can fall sick anytime. Must be the weather! hot and cold so suddenly. and i'm not sure if i can handle 3 days of intensive exercise every week, shall see how well i can take it and then decide again.
Some people really don't understand me when i say: I'm already having alot of problems already. When i say it, i mean it! i really do have hidden troubles handling this and that. Please don't judge me from the outside, i may look really fine and strong on the outside. But the fact is, i may or may not be dying inside out, struggling to handle myself and situations in my life.
And its not that i don't want to help, its out of my abilities. My schedule is packed, i need to study, go for cca etc. and i actually don't have much time for myself. My life now is stagnant, nothing much exciting is happening, its just: Me, Myself & I with lecture notes and my laptop. I've nothing else. I don't hang out with much people anymore cause i feel i need more time for myself.
Projects are slowly rolling in. Hope to finish everyone of them as soon as possible. and i hope this semester will pass soon.
Sorry for the wordy post, so here's a video to entertain you:
thanks to zihui for introducing this song to me
P/S: thinking of you every moment.
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