Don't want to say too much.
I just hate the feeling of people accusing me... or rather stand by others and judge me even though the friendship was forged... it made me think about how true was the friendship...was it all for nothing.
Hate this feeling, I want to run away so badly.
You know that feeling when you thought you were doing an okay job... but apparently people feels that's not enough and unappreciative of your efforts.
I was accused of being unfriendly... being the root of the problem... for starting an inner circle which actually naturally formed as time went by. IS IT REALLY FAIR TO ME?
Yes, I may be rude or come as curt or a villian in some people's eyes. But that's all for fun. YOU being the friend, and some others who have known me well enough BLAMED ME. Yes I may not always be the first to interact with another new human... but is that right to label me as UNFRIENDLY. Tell me how do you define friendly. Friendliness is something very subjective. Not everyone likes everyone. & you can't expect me and someone new to warm up to each other so quickly if we have nothing in common. OR EVEN MORE SO when others choose to keep quiet and be silent. We can't force people to talk. I am just being myself. That's the rawest state that I will ever be. If that's not what you like, to you that's unfriendly feel free to leave.
My existence is not to please anybody in this world.
Fingers pointing real bad.
But I shall just let it rest here.
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