Summing Up 2011. Closing the last chapter of 2011.
2011 has been a really exciting year, having to be in a new campus with new friends and all.
Ups and Downs are always there.
What I miss most is my Secondary School Friends and my DPA friends.
I've been too focused in Poly that i didn't have time for most of my friends, so to all my friends out there, if you happen to read this,
I'm really sorry that i couldn't attend gatherings or whatsoever, my apologies.
Cause i chose Passion over Friends.
New Passion in 2011: Sprinting
Training twice a week, may seem little, but i only have time on weekends to really chill and do my own stuff.
Holidays: Training as usual, hence i rarely hang out and instead stayed home to rest and sleep more.
7.5 Months of Me Myself and I, 3 Months of Happiness, 1.5 Months of Still Life = 2011
Had too many committments, couldn't really juggle between family, friends, school and passion.
Disappointed in myself for too many times, that i end up giving myself up until someone's kind enough to pull me back up.
Lonely train rides.
Long Walk Home.
Memory Lane.
Thanks to those who guided me along the way, i've learnt alot in 2011. 2011 is a meaningful year, though i spent majority of my time studying like a nerd and sprinting.
So exhausted and now 2011 is finally ending. I'll write a brand new story for the year of 2012.
Wish that i can manage my time better and really do better in school and in my passion.
Really really missing all my friends. I really want to say sorry to my long time friends, i couldn't have much time to spend with you awesome people this year as i always end up lazing in my bed after training and i wanted was sleep forever. But i was glad that even my cold and heartless treatment to some of you, you all are always there for me to pick me up when i fall and no one else wants to help me.
All i can say for 2011: I fell from the highest point, that hurts. That's why i don't wish to see anyone to follow in my footsteps, doing everything the wrong way....
And also to my mother: Sorry if i'm rude or misbehaved. And that i went against your wishes from time to time. For that, i got my punishment already: Still Life. I should have heed your advices and stay away from Those Aspects of life. Thank you for supporting me when i was at my most down moment: abandoned, lost. I can say those 2days of my life so far was the hardest to get by. Also, don't worry if i stress myself out or if i cry when i'm stressed out. its just my way of getting myself ready to do well during exams. I promise i will do well in polytechnic, go to a good university, get a degree and work. I know i'm unable to pay back what you gave me. But i'll definitely work hard to be a better person and also payback the money you spent on me just to see me through education. I've calculated more than $10,000 just on tuition itself. and it will be another 7k+ to see me through polytechnic. and more in future. I know the money is not important. Thank you for always guiding me through my life, especially when the times i was young.
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