Another Sleepless night.

Just got back home. Not self-training tomorrow. Alone at home for the whole day i guess. Mum asked me if i want to visit my GrandMa tomorrow... which i don't feel like it cos I'M SO SICK of travelling to the west already.

To Mum: Let me have a break please, i don't wish to go the west even on weekends provided there's a running track for me to run and run and run and run till i tire myself out or best, let me faint.

i might seem to be a bad grand-daughter, but seriously... I've HAD ENOUGH... holidays don't feel like holidays to me.

Not entirely in a good mood today...

Suddenly i just lost my direction in life AGAIN. and i don't know how the hell it all happened. IT JUST HAPPENED.

Even the slightest teeny weeny bit of thing affects me, which i totally dislike it myself. Continue hoping for something that seems very far from me. i'm just tired. REALLY VERY TIRED.

So i cried again and again, and i've got no reasons for why i cry. i just hope the crying ENDS and hope that i can stop being so emotional (thats not the real me).

image from: http://lehell.blogspot.com

bye folks. it will be another sleepless night to figure out why i cried so many times.